If the end comes..

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 22 years on this planet and I've given life my best shot. I hope that people will always think of me as a kind and gentle person. I know my presence isn't felt from the moment I occupy spaces but I really hope that whenever people felt it, it had an impact on them. In some way or another. 


My life has been a series of good and bad times. Nothing to write home about. I just hope that my words have touched people over time. 


If it all comes to an end soon, I pray that the people I held close to my heart, held me close to theirs, too. There's really not much that I have to live for but I hope my love was felt to the depths of my friends' and families' souls. 


In my honour, the only thing I want people to do is to write. write until your mind gets stuck. Write until you feel like you have reached the peak of your imagination. 



And fight for your dreams. Nothing is as hurtful and depressing as living a life you know you never aspired to. Be who you want to be.  don't let your potential go to waste. You're a star. Even if someone doesn't see you. 


Over everything, choose yourself and do whatever you put your mind to. The world is yours. 

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