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Do it, afraid.

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 Our dear Mosa, We hope you know that you are capable. All the things that you imagine, all the things that you think about? You're capable of achieving. Your mind does not run all over for nothing, Mosa. Your mind roams all day because you're a ball of endless possibilities. Nothing is too difficult for you. If anybody else can do it, so can you, and you can do it better.  The world is yours to explore. You're not just a ray of sunshine, you're a huge sparkle filled with magic and ideas. The words are here for you to wish as you wish. The art is here for you to use as you wish. The art is here for you to bring to life - only if you stop fearing. That colourful and childlike imagination deserves to be explored and brought to life.  You may not know it all, but you know enough. You know enough to start. Do it. So it afraid. Do it, even with the doubts. Your ability is only as big as you allow it to be, and your heartbeat is all the inspiration that you need. Confidence b...
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Father

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 Often in life, we do not realise what we have until it's broken or until we've lost it. As a child, my greatest memories had you in them. My worst memories, too. If my life was a movie, you were both my hero and the monster in the story. I remember you for a lot of things. It's very sad that today, I'm left with a lot of pain, resentment and questions, and very little positive memories and excitement when it comes to you. Remember how you always carried me on your neck and you'd walk me to school and to church? Sometimes you took care of me while mama was at work and you did it so well. You were everything to me. A best friend and a father. Nothing could separate us from each other.  I remember you. I remember you every time Peter Tosh plays and I remember you every time a Methodist Choir sings. I also remember you when I hear women screaming for their lives and when children are crying with fear; terror overtaking them because there's no way for them to help t...
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If the end comes..

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 22 years on this planet and I've given life my best shot. I hope that people will always think of me as a kind and gentle person. I know my presence isn't felt from the moment I occupy spaces but I really hope that whenever people felt it, it had an impact on them. In some way or another.  My life has been a series of good and bad times. Nothing to write home about. I just hope that my words have touched people over time.  If it all comes to an end soon, I pray that the people I held close to my heart, held me close to theirs, too. There's really not much that I have to live for but I hope my love was felt to the depths of my friends' and families' souls.  In my honour, the only thing I want people to do is to write. write until your mind gets stuck. Write until you feel like you have reached the peak of your imagination.  And fight for your dreams. Nothing is as hurtful and depressing as living a life you know you never aspired to. Be who you want to be. ...
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Grace and Gratitude

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 Grace and Gratitude The human mind works in amazing ways. We can sit and figure  out a bunch of things, we can come up with solutions to  complicated problems. We have the ability to change situations  that seem to be hard to work around and most importantly, we  know and understand that love is imperative for survival. We  know and we understand the importance of going over and beyond  for each other even when it means compromising something that  we think life will be difficult without. What’s that? A glimpse of grace. Grace defined, could be “unending mercies,” or “kindness in  abundance.” My understanding of grace is the love of God shown  to man in unspeakable ways or in ways that are beyond one’s  understanding. No one human being can decipher what grace is, in its wholeness and no one human being can figure out what it  takes for God to give us grace that, in actual fact, amounts  to all that we are and all that we...
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Fears that cripple

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 I'm afraid. I'm so afraid. This fear that I'm feeling is crippling. It's exhausting and it's draining the life out of me. I have never fallen in love with someone who wanted to love me alone. But I have fallen in love with people who wanted me to have bits and pieces of their hearts while they love others more and put them before me. I have loved people who had no desire to learn how to love me and how to speak to me. Not to the flesh, but to my heart and my soul. I've been desired but I have never been loved all the way through. People love their ideas of me. And what they think about me is always far from my reality. And so, they leave. They leave after draining me. After taking and not giving. And I'm left with the pain and battered pieces. I'm left to pick up everything on my own. To piece myself back together and try to heal. I'm afraid that this will be my life forever. I'm afraid that people will never see me for who I am and then love me...
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Affirmations

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  I deserve a good life, and it's coming my way. I deserve love and it's coming my way. I deserve happiness and it's coming my way. I deserve to have friends who are rooting for me and I am getting more of them. I deserve to be surrounded by people who want to see me win, and I'm meeting more of them. I deserve to be extremely happy and at peace, and I'm getting there. I deserve to be affirmed. I deserve affection. I deserve love that's fierce and fearless. I deserve love that goes all out. I deserve love that's loud and bold. I deserve a love that doesn't shy away from any part of me. I deserve love that is truthful and honest at all times. I deserve love that puts my whole heart at peace. I deserve a love that allows me to be myself without judgment. I deserve a love that makes me want to sing and dance. I deserve a love that's able to erase the hate and hurt I've experienced in the past. I deserve a love that comes with protection. I deserve ...
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Thank You! ✨

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 Hey guys. I'm here to say thank you so much for over 100 views on my blog. It means everything to me and I'll always be thankful. 
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